Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Jumping hurdles
It’s been a
while since I last wrote for my blog; I have been very busy with work-related
things. My work life has changed yet again, perhaps for the better. Time will
tell. I am now part of a large research group that has a new leader and he
seems to be up for the job. He has the qualities needed to run a research
group, and for now, that’s all I care about. My workplace remains a study in
transition; I doubt the dust will settle any time soon. Several of my friends
and colleagues are now dealing with the depression and uncertainty that haunted my life up until the end of 2011. It’s their turn now. I let go, gave
in, and resigned myself to constant change, change for change’s sake, to
frustration, to disappointment, to bad behavior. In the end, you get used to
change and all its accoutrements. What seemed like such an impossible hurdle to
overcome, dealing with constant change, has at least become a hurdle of lower
height. It is possible to jump it at times without falling. It is even possible
sometimes to soar over it; that’s happened at least a few times since the new
year started. The associated hurdles of questionable leadership and boredom are
harder to soar over, but I will. I no longer look at work in the same way
anymore though; it’s a job, albeit well-paying and interesting, but a job
nonetheless, and when it’s time to go home, I close the door on it—a big change
for me. I doubt I will go in reverse and become the workaholic I once was. It’s
hard to let go of an identity that was comfortable, one that defined me for
many years. It’s finding a new identity that’s the tough challenge now; I
alternate between scientist and writer/photographer. Both make equal claims on
my time now. And I let them. Because in truth, I want to let them. I want both of
them in my life. I no longer choose one at the expense of the other. I don’t
want to give up my creative interests, and if I give up the time needed to
pursue them, I will be unhappy, that I know.
Saturday, April 14, 2012
Third-graders and their questions about science
A few posts
ago, I talked about the third-graders at a Long Island grammar school who had
written letters to me asking me about my work and life as a scientist. I received
sixteen hand-printed letters in the mail right before Easter vacation, and read
through them all. Their teacher (my good friend) helped them formulate some of
the questions. Many of them were insightful, many were cute, a few were out
there, but all of them were indicative of a group of youngsters who are
thinking about their daily life and surroundings. That is a good thing and
should be encouraged at all costs, especially if we want the younger generation
to choose science and math when they get to high school and college.
Here are
some of their questions that I am busy answering these days:
1. What do I know about cancer and are
we coming close to a cure?
2. How is my research on cancer going?
3. What would I do to stop cancer?
4. Do I know the cure for cancer?
5. Do a lot of unhealthy foods give you
cancer?
6. Did any members of my family get
cancer?
7. Do I like to study cancer?
8. Do I study just cancer?
9. Does a cell get destroyed from
cancer?
10. How many kinds of cancer are there?
11. Will a sickness go away if you take
care of it by yourself?
12. What have I researched in the past
and what am I researching now?
13. Is it hard work to be a scientist?
14. Do I have any helpers in the lab?
15. How did I become a researcher?
16. What does a research biologist do?
17. Do I have my own cool lab?
18. Is it fun to be a scientist?
19. How come I am not writing a book
about science, and have I written science
books or regular books?
20. Is Norway a hot place to live?
21. How is it to live in Norway?
22. How are the fjords in Norway?
23. Have I ever studied the human heart?
24. Do all rabbits eat grass only?
25. Is it ok to eat the bananas that
have brown dots on them and that the fruit flies fly around?
26. Do I make potions?
Friday, April 13, 2012
The beauty of Bergen
In my last post, I talked about my recent trip to the city of Bergen (on the west coast of Norway) together with two of my friends from New York. We thought it was a beautiful city and enjoyed our short visit. I have been to Bergen at least four times before this trip, but for some reason, this time it just radiated beauty. Perhaps it was the sunny day, the perfect blue-sky weather, the clear crisp air. A clean city, cheerful inhabitants, lovely homes, and a feeling of peace in the city. I took more pictures than I can count, and I thought I would share some of them with you today. Enjoy!
Monday, April 9, 2012
The ugliness of litter
I’ve said
it before and I’ll say it again. Nothing makes a city uglier than inordinate
amounts of litter and garbage strewn about on streets, in parks and on different
properties. I bring the topic up yet
again because I spent some of my Easter vacation walking around Oslo together
with two friends from New York who were visiting me for the week. It was actually quite appalling, the amount of
litter that we saw in different places—paper, plastic wrappings, plastic cups, empty
beer and wine bottles, not to mention dog feces and human spit clumps here and
there. I’d like to say that it was mostly localized to the center of the city;
but that was not true—there was just as much litter in the residential areas
that ring the city. I guess it’s time for the annual spring cleaning of the
streets and different properties after the long winter, and that may account
for why the litter, garbage and feces have not been cleared from the streets,
but overall I find it rather sad to consider that a number of people in this
city apparently don’t care too much about how
their city looks, either to themselves or to visitors. And I really cannot
understand this, because the litter and garbage strewn about are ugly, and make the city rather unappealing
to look at. We also spent a day walking around the city of Bergen, and the
contrast was striking. No litter anywhere—not one piece of paper, empty cup, or
empty bottle strewn about. And no spit clumps or dog feces. What’s up, Oslo?
Why are there no litter and garbage in Bergen, and so much of it in Oslo? Is it
just that Bergen has had its annual spring cleaning of the streets and grounds?
I doubt it. It is a beautiful city, and it seems as though its inhabitants want
to take care of it and to preserve its beauty. I wish that could be said of
Oslo’s inhabitants. I think it’s time to wake up and take a look around,
Oslo-ites. This city is also lovely in its own way, and could be even more so
if there was no litter. One of the most beautiful areas of Oslo is the
Akerselva river that divides the city into east and west; there was even a fair
amount of litter along this beautiful waterway. My visitors were left with the
impression that Bergen is the prettier city. Perhaps that doesn’t matter to
anyone; it matters to me, because Oslo is a pretty city when it is clean.
I also want
to make one last comment. Tagging is also ruining the beauty of this city.
Graffiti artwork is fine and often very striking and pretty. Tagging is just
ugly, and is a type of litter too if you ask me. I don’t know what it will take
to make people care again. I don’t have the answers, but perhaps it’s time for
some kind of ad campaign to shed light on this problem.
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Third-graders and science
I recently agreed to answer questions from third-graders about what it means to be a scientist, what a scientist does, and so forth, as part of a project to get students interested in science. My friend teaches third-graders in a Long Island, NY, elementary school, and it is her class that I agreed to 'talk to'. I cannot do so in person, so we agreed that her students would write letters to me with their questions. Today when I got home from work, there was an envelope waiting for me. Inside were personal letters written to me by hand from about twenty students. I had a long day in the lab, so when I got home I was pretty exhausted. But after reading these letters, I perked up again. They are just so sweet and unusual and interesting. It will be fun to answer their questions and to see what I can come up with in the way of photos and other items that will allow them to 'see' what it is I do everyday. I thought I would post some of their questions here over the next month or so, anonymously of course. But it will give you an idea of what third-graders think about when they think about science. Stay tuned.
Sunday, March 25, 2012
A fascination with the night sky
I find
myself looking skyward at night a lot this month; the reason is that this is a
remarkable month for planet sightings according to the different astronomy websites I’ve come across. Check out the following website for good information
about what’s happening in the sky above us during March http://earthsky.org/astronomy-essentials/visible-planets-tonight-mars-jupiter-venus-saturn-mercury. It helps that March has been a
month of some wonderfully sunny clear days and equally clear crisp nights, so
that when I look up I can in fact see the planets, stars and the moon, not
hidden by clouds or fog.
I’ve never been
very good at identifying the different stellar constellations, except for the
Big and Little Dippers, the common names for Ursa Major and Ursa Minor if I
understand the information I’ve read correctly. As a child, I remember looking up at the
ceiling of Grand Central Station in New York City and being pleasantly surprised by what I saw
there—a zodiac mural painted on the green ceiling, which has recently been
restored. For more information about it, check out the following site: http://www.wnyc.org/articles/wnyc-news/2010/nov/08/stars-shine-grand-central-terminal-again/. My parents tried to explain some
of this to us, but my siblings and I were not of an age where we could really
understand it. But it was fun to look at.
I’ve been
trying to photograph the night sky a lot this month, without much success until
tonight. I am posting the photo I was happiest with. You can see the crescent
moon, and closest to it on the left is Jupiter; Venus shines brightly above the
both of them. Enjoy!
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Forays into the world of social media promotion
I am slowly
becoming more social media-savvy. It’s taken a while—I joined Facebook in June
2008, rather late compared to many of my American friends, and it’s hard to
believe that I will be coming up on four years of social interactions that have
changed my life in a very positive way for the most part. Joining Facebook
pushed me over a wall that had been of my own making; it was easier to stand on
the side of not knowing, of not reaching out, of not sharing, of being
skeptical to all of it. But I’ve realized that as long as I can maintain some
semblance of control over what, when and how I post, I can be a part of the
digital age and actually be happy. I’ve also joined Twitter, mostly in a
professional context—I enjoy tweeting about science and the little tidbits that
I come across during my day, since I follow a lot of scientific journals and
newspapers that write about science. It is an amazing daily ride through a huge
world of other twitterers who seem to love what they’re doing. I don’t post
each day; I simply don’t have the time for it. And as you have probably
surmised, I have less time these days for blogging as A New Yorker in Oslo because my work life has changed (yet again)
and now I am busy with new responsibilities that are actually quite welcome. I
plan to keep on blogging, but I may not post as often as I used to. I hope you
will keep reading in spite of the change.
In my more
recent consultant work, I have discovered the power of Facebook ads to promote
business pages, events, products, and whatever else one might dream of. For my
own creative projects, I’ve created two Facebook ads, one to promote my book Blindsided—Recognizing and Dealing with
Passive Aggressive Leadership in the Workplace; the other to promote my new
page Books by Paula M De Angelis (https://www.facebook.com/BooksbyPMDeAngelis; you would have to be a Facebook
member to connect to and ‘like’ the page). The ads appear on the sidebar of
Facebook sites. You can choose your budget—25 dollars a day for ten days, or
500 dollars lifetime budget for one particular ad campaign. It’s a pretty
amazing way to promote what you want to promote. You can choose your target
audience. In my case, I target English-speaking countries, and in both cases,
my target audience on Facebook was approximately 175,000,000 people over the
age of 18. Daunting? Oh my God, yes. I have no idea if these ads will increase
sales of my books. But whatever happens, it was worth learning about this promotion
possibility. I also use press releases to announce the publication of new
books, and they are also quite effective at getting the message out there. The
point is that being an indie author means that you do all of the promotion work
yourself. If a publishing house had released your book, they would be doing
this work for you. I don’t mind doing the legwork myself. Again, I guess
because I am a bit of a control freak, I like knowing what is going on and
having some control over how fast it all proceeds. I’ll keep you posted on the
eventual outcomes—how many people actually look at the ads, and if sales of my
books increase.
Friday, March 16, 2012
Brave new work world
It strikes
me more and more that the work world has become a ’brave new world’. The future
is now, is upon us. A myriad of changes sneaked up on us and suddenly were
there. But they weren’t just small changes; they were life-changing and
workplace-changing changes. Those of us who have been in the work world for a
while are a bit more observant of these changes; or perhaps we feel the effects
of this brave new world a bit more intensely than those just starting out. In
any case, I’ve had the past two years to muse upon all of the changes, and I
must say that they herald a new world of work that we can no longer deny has in
reality arrived.
Open
landscapes, shared jobs, home offices, flexible time, team projects, and group
thinking are just a few of those changes. But perhaps the biggest change in the
past five years alone has been the move toward selling yourself as a worker. It
is no longer possible to ignore this fact—that marketing yourself and your
capabilities, selling yourself to a potential employer, has become de rigueur for average employees. It
is no longer a matter of choice. Even headhunting agencies will tell you that
now. It started with posting personal photos on resumes. That was never done
when I was starting out in the work world; it is very common now. It moved on
to the use of social media to establish your online presence; that has become
very important. LinkedIn, Facebook, Google +, Twitter, and a myriad of other
online social spaces help present you to a potential employer. The more hits
you have on Google, the better. Of course they have to be the right kind of
hits; it won’t do for an employer, potential or not, to find your drunken party
photos on Facebook. But it strikes me that a potential employer might even
overlook this if they see that you have a huge number of friends or followers.
Because this is the age of networking. The more networks you have, the better.
It shows presumably that you are a social person, friendly, capable of
teamwork, of sharing, of listening, of communicating. It may be to your
detriment not to have an online social presence these days. I cannot say for
sure, but I have a very strong feeling that this is the case. And if it is, is
this the right way to be doing things? It’s too soon to say, but for those
people who are professionally competent yet introverted or even shy about ‘getting
themselves out there’; it must be a nightmare to maneuver through this brave
new world. How do you explain to a potential employer that you are fully
competent to do the job but a bit shy about promoting yourself? And if your job
doesn’t involve sales or marketing, why is it necessary to have to market yourself to an employer? Why isn’t an interview
about your skills and competence enough to get you hired? But it’s not anymore.
I think that some of this new emphasis on selling yourself is going to backfire.
An employer may be impressed by a potential employee who has hundreds or
thousands of friends on Facebook; the employer may even think that this means
that if this person is hired that he or she will be good at teamwork and group
thinking. But not all jobs need this or require it. It won’t do to hire a
scientist with hundreds or thousands of friends on Facebook if he or she can’t
survive the loneliness of lab life. The life of a scientist is often lonely. If
you are hired as a scientist, it is expected that you can tolerate alone time—in
your office writing articles or grants, or alone in the lab doing experiments
until all hours of the evening. And being social online doesn’t necessarily translate
to being a better communicator or better networker in the workplace. I’ve seen
that more times than I can count.
I couldn’t
even imagine how awful it must be to work in an open landscape, to not have my
own office or even to share an office but to be able to close the door on the
rest of the workplace at times. I cannot imagine what it must be like to talk
on the phone with no hope of privacy whatsoever, whether it be a work-related
or personal call. I couldn’t stand the idea that I was to be monitored at all
times. I also don’t like the idea of shared jobs; I don’t think it is right to
hire a person to do a job and then to hire one or two more people to do the
same job, so that all of them are sharing that job at the same time. I can
understand sharing a job if one person does it 50% of the time and the other
person has the other 50%--I call that splitting a job. The trend that I have
seen recently is that one or two people are working simultaneously on the same
project or job and are mostly just competing with each other instead of working
effectively. I don’t get it in any case. I know a few people who have
complained to me about this—that they don’t have their individual projects in
the lab but instead are working on the same project as a co-worker, or that
they really don’t know what is expected of them, or they don’t know what they’re
really doing. That sense of vagueness that hangs over everything—the veil of
vagueness, I call it. Who is my boss, what is my job, what is expected of me,
am I doing a good job, what is a good job? The same vagueness is involved in
group thinking—is this really the way we want to go in the workplace? Forcing
people to brainstorm together in the same room for hours at a time won’t
necessarily lead to new creative ideas; it may rather lead to boredom and
inertia. Home office days work for me, so that is a change I like personally,
but I know many people who dread this because of the lack of structure and
discipline that the workplace provides for them.
This has
been a long post, but one that I have been thinking about for quite a while. I
will be writing more about the brave new work world in future posts. I am
figuring it out as I go along, but I must say I am ever so glad to be closer to
the end of my work life than to the start of it.
Sunday, March 11, 2012
Tunnel of Light at the Nydalen Metro Station in Oslo
Lovely day in Oslo today, so I went for a long walk up along the Akerselva River, as far as Nydalen. I had my camera with me and decided to take a short video of the Nydalen Metro Station's Tunnel of Light. You can see it in action and read more about it here. But I'll include the info about it anyway. Enjoy!!
The Tunnel of Light is located at the Nydalen Metro Station in Oslo, Norway, You step on to the escalator that connects to the station platform, and for 30 seconds you can experience a tunnel of rainbow colors that shift color constantly; the sound patterns ("music") also change along with the lights. The station was designed by architect Kristin Jarmund, and the interactive installations were created by Intravision System.
Friday, March 9, 2012
Experimenting with the workplace
I have
written a lot of posts about the modern-day workplace over the past year and a
half in an attempt to understand my own workplace and all
the changes that have occurred there during this period of time. I follow the
news in both the USA and Norway and whenever there is news about what is going
on in modern workplaces, I sit up and take notice. It interests me almost as
much as science news. I’m not necessarily talking about business news in
general; more about organizational behavior in businesses. Why do companies
behave as they do toward their employees? What are the different management
philosophies that dominate workplaces and how do they affect employees? Why did
they arise in the first place? Who is responsible for their implementation in
the workplace? When did modern workplaces become research laboratories? By that
I mean, when did it become kosher to ‘experiment’ on employees by foisting
different trendy management philosophies on them? Because it is an experiment
to do this to a workplace—to force a workplace to adopt new strategies and ways
of managing people in the name of cost-effectiveness, productivity and
innovation. And before one experiment is finished, before data can be analyzed
and conclusions drawn, another experiment is undertaken in the name of some
other wonderful ideal that is usually impossible to live up to. It is impossible
to draw any conclusion whatsoever without careful study and analysis of data
that has been carefully collected from carefully-designed experiments. Do any
of the workplace experiments meet the stringent criteria required for
performing such experiments? I sincerely doubt it, based on what I have been
witness to in my own workplace.
I get the
impression that this type of ‘experimental’ approach occurs in the classroom as
well. Education seems to have been invaded by the same types of people who are
responsible for the major changes in the workplace. There seems to be an inordinate
amount of experimentation in the classroom, whether in grammar schools or high
schools. I don’t get it. What are the experiments trying to prove? I have listened
to frustrated parents talk about their children, who are now young adults and
who are struggling to find meaning in their lives. These are children who grew
up in the 1990s and during the early part of this century, who were told that
they could plan their own curriculum in schools, choose their own course of
study, and so forth. What they weren’t told was how they were to follow that self-chosen road to its end. They
weren’t taught discipline and focus and the value of hard work and homework;
they weren’t told about failing and rising again after failing. They were only
told to believe in themselves. Some of them do, but many of them don’t. It’s a
vague concept for a child to ‘believe’ in himself or herself. When you’re
young, you don’t think that way. You think rather—‘I’m scared to give this talk
in front of the class. I don’t want to be the center of attention or the butt
of the jokes or the nerd’. But there’s often no one to talk to about these
things. And you would much rather get concrete help on how to talk in front of
the class than hear an adult tell you to ‘just believe in yourself and it will
all work out’. That may be true, that it usually does work out. But as adults,
we are responsible for training the young, not leaving them to their own
devices. I find it ironic that adult workplaces are micromanaged to the nth
degree, whereas children’s (public) schools are not, or haven’t been up to this
point. The teachers may be micromanaged, yes, and forced to fill out a myriad
of reports; the children are given a lot of ‘freedom’. Discipline is
discouraged, homework likewise; teachers who come down hard on students are
reprimanded. It’s a very different world than the one I grew up in, and I don’t
really understand it. The same is true about the modern workplace—it is not the
workplace I cut my teeth on, and I am spending a fair amount of time trying to
figure out when the paradigm shift occurred, when the rug got pulled out from
under our feet, and how it all changed when no one was looking. The values and
ethics I grew up with that I expected would be valued in the workplace, are not
necessarily valued as much as I thought they would be. Loyalty, discipline,
structure, focus, hard work—I know they are appreciated, but not in the same
way as in my parents’ generation. But when I started out in the work world over
thirty years ago, they were still highly appreciated. It is amazing how much can
change in the space of ten or twenty years. I suppose when I look at it all
objectively, I cannot really be surprised. Change is part and parcel of life,
including work life. Perhaps it has been rather naive to expect it to remain
the same, especially when everything else around us changes continually.
Sunday, March 4, 2012
My heart and San Francisco
Nineteen
years ago, my husband and I were walking the streets of San Francisco; we lived
there for one glorious year when he got the wonderful opportunity to work as a
postdoc in a molecular genetics lab at the University of California at San
Francisco. I also ended up working in the same lab (pretty large) but in a
different capacity. I remember loving the challenge of moving, setting up
stakes in a new city, finding an apartment for us to rent, going to look at
them in the evenings when he got home after work. All those things that make
for a life together and the stuff of great memories. I got to thinking of that
time in our lives because I saw our old address on a slip of paper as I was
going through my files recently and tossing old papers. We lived on Carl Street
(very near the intersection with Stanyan Street), a stone’s throw in terms of
distance from both Golden Gate Park and the Haight-Ashbury district. I googled
the address recently and clicked onto the street view—wouldn’t you know, there
was our old Victorian-style house, still looking the same as it did nineteen
years ago? I wonder if it still exists as apartments for rent? As I remember,
there were several apartments in the three-story house. We lived on the top
floor.
We loved
being there and each weekend was a new adventure. There were so many things to
do and see that year. Where should we go, what should we visit this time? Of
course we did all the standard touristy things—visiting Fisherman’s Wharf,
Alcatraz prison, Muir Woods, Chinatown, Golden Gate Park, different museums and
the zoo. And so many other things. We drove to Marin County, to Berkeley, and
to the Napa Valley wine country (don’t get me started on how much I loved being
there—it is one of the most beautiful
places on earth if you ask me). But what I remember most from our year in SF is
that we got outdoors and walked. It
is a great city to walk in, hilly yes, but easy to walk around in. And that is
how we discovered most of the interesting off-the-beaten path restaurants and
cafes and stores that we ended up liking to go to. And our trips to the beach
on the weekends, even in the months of February and March. Deserted beaches for
the most part, but what an expansive feeling to be there. I love being at the
shore during the winter months; I remember doing that when I lived in New
Jersey—driving to the shore in the middle of winter and looking out over the
ocean. In San Francisco, we took the cable car all the way out to the end of Irving
Street and then walked a few meters from there to the beach. We stopped and
bought homemade vanilla sodas at the little Italian deli that stood on the
corner of the last street before the beach. That was my first introduction to
those wonderful Italian syrups that come in all flavors—vanilla, coffee,
chocolate, and so many others. I took so many pictures that year, we had so
many visitors that year—my sister and her husband, my friends Gisele and Judy, my husband’s
friend Lars, colleagues from our Norwegian workplaces. I remember my husband’s aunt and uncle (Gunvor
and Ã…ke) visiting us in the autumn, and her falling in love with the pumpkins
that were in abundance at that time of year; she helped me carve out a large
one for Halloween. And when my ten-year old stepdaughter Caroline came for
three weeks during that summer, we took her to Disneyland in Los Angeles and
then visited my friends Lucy and Steve in San Diego where we ended up visiting
Sea World as well. My brother got married that year as well—the wedding was in
NY which made it a pleasure to fly the short trip back to NY to be a part of
it. There was never a dull moment in all of 1993, and that is why that year stands
out in my mind as a very memorable year. It was full of adventures and new
experiences that we tackled and mastered and enjoyed doing so in the process. Perhaps
those are the things we should do more often in our lives—choose new
experiences that bring us out of our comfort zones, that stretch us and make us
broader. Who knows? It is easier to choose safety at the expense of all else,
and becomes much easier to do so as we grow older.
We often
walked around in Haight-Ashbury on the weekends, with its great old record stores,
clothing stores, cafes—you name it. Of course it had its quota of shady stores
and seediness, but what big city doesn’t? I wouldn’t have lived smack in the
center of that district, mostly because it attracted a lot of tourists and
there wouldn’t have been much privacy or quiet. But we were there often. It’s
where we discovered a little hole-in-wall Southern food restaurant that
probably isn’t there anymore. It served crab cakes and seafood gumbo and you
name it. We went there often, as well as to a barbecued ribs place that
probably should have been closed down by the health authorities, but boy were
the ribs good! We had an organic deli and bakery on the corner a few houses
down from us, where we bought fresh bread, and a small supermarket a few blocks
from us where we could get fresh fish. We didn’t lack for much that year.
It was the
one year in my life where my work really didn’t matter all that much to me. I
was employed in the same lab as my husband, working on a flow cytometry project
that I learned and mastered and that eventually led to a publication for my
boss at that time. I’m proud that I was able to come in and get the project
organized and on-track so that a publication became possible. I worked hard,
but I left work at the door at the end of the day. We met some great work
colleagues and hung out with them as well--concerts, picnics, parties. But
weekends belonged to my husband and me, our free time, relaxing because work
did not hang over our heads as it does usually. I miss that. I try to keep
weekends free now, but there is always something to do for work. I don’t mind
it, but I miss that feeling of being truly relaxed.
When we
returned to Norway, a new year awaited us. It seems almost impossible to
believe that nearly twenty years have passed since that time. But they have. We
sat and watched The Streets of San
Francisco with Karl Malden and a young Michael Douglas, that ran for a year
or so on Norwegian TV during 1994. We missed SF. It made us feel good to watch
the show, to try to identify the streets we knew and had walked on. Is it
possible to fall in love with a city? I think so. It happened to me during
1993. I don’t know how I’d feel going back now. I’ve changed, our lives have
changed. Perhaps it’s good not to go back? I don’t know. I’ve done it once,
returned to Cambridge in England, the city where I met my husband. It wasn’t
the same feeling. Of course it couldn’t be. Part of the original feeling had to
do with its being my first trip to Europe (1987), first time in England,
meeting my husband, falling in love—all those things. Can you recapture those
feelings, the feelings you first have
about a place or a person? Probably not. And that’s ok actually. Because other
feelings and thoughts have taken their place. New memories have laid themselves
up on the old ones. I dig deeper now to unearth the very old ones. But they’re
still fresh when I do so. The mind is interesting that way. A mystery that
holds our lives in its recesses. The heart likewise.
Monday, February 27, 2012
Defining academic productivity
At the end
of Saturday’s post, I said that I would discuss productivity in a future post. I decided to write a short post about academic productivity today.
I found a
useful definition of productivity at
the following website, at least in terms of how it can be measured: http://www.investorwords.com/3876/productivity.html
‘The amount of output per unit of input (labor, equipment, and capital). There are many different ways of measuring
productivity. For example, in a factory productivity might be
measured based on the number of hours it takes to produce a
good, while in the service sector productivity might be
measured based on the revenue generated by an employee divided by his/her salary.’
Another definition comes from the Merriam Webster online dictionary http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/productive:
‘yielding results,
benefits, or profits’.
There are difficulties in applying the first definition in its entirety
to an academic researcher, because it is very difficult to directly measure a
researcher’s economic productivity. The number of publications and grant funding (money given to the research organization
where the academic works) are the standard ways of measuring an researcher’s
productivity. A good number of publications often leads to more grant funding. And more
grant funding in turn draws in more students. But all of this depends on the
hierarchical level of the academic. It stands to reason that a staff scientist
without a research group (students) cannot be as ‘productive’ as a professor
with a large group of students around him or her. Can they even be compared? Yet
they often are, especially when it comes to the numbers of publications
produced. This is unfair, because in principle a large research group can
produce many more publications than one scientist alone. Whether that is in
fact true is another discussion. In any case, not all researchers get grants, which
doesn’t mean that they are necessarily bad researchers. It simply means that
they didn’t get funded this time around. But is that acceptable to the business
administrators who control the research institutes and who insist on measuring productivity on an annual basis?
Most other research activities--e.g. advising, teaching, designing
experiments, having meetings with students, and writing--don’t generate revenue.
If a researcher/advisor spends several hours per week helping one graduate
student who is clueless about how to proceed with his or her research article
and data interpretation, how do we measure productivity in this situation? The
advisor has invested time, energy and intellectual focus in these activities--meeting, advising, and discussing. What is the tangible product? Over time, the
product may be (emphasis on the may) an
article or two from a student. Or perhaps not, as this can depend on the whim
of the involved student as to whether he or she will write those articles. There
is no guarantee of a publishable article for all the hard work invested in the
student. If graduate students aren’t productive and won't write articles, it can reflect poorly on the advisor
because there will be no papers to publish unless the adviser ends up writing them himself. A lack of articles can lead to not getting
grants. Published papers are proof that an academic is productive; proof that
an academic has done his or her job, which is to do science and to train
graduate students how to do science, as well as to write/help to write the
articles resulting from research activity. But how many published articles are
enough, and how many are too few? Is it quantity or quality that counts?
And what should be done about the academic researchers whose graduate students leave research for the greener pastures of the business world without finishing their PhD degrees? Who don’t
stick around despite the huge investment of the researchers’ time and money for lab consumables, conferences and travel? Is this the
fault of these researchers? Was it a waste of time and money to train them? The
point is that these graduate students got valuable research training before leaving academia. It has to be accepted that whatever they
do with that training afterwards is their business. If they leave the research
world, well, then they leave it. No one can stop them from doing so. So here’s
the rub. Should academic researchers’ productivity be measured by how many of
the trained students go on to become academics themselves? If that is the case,
it will take years before productivity can be assessed correctly.
The second definition talks about yielding results, benefits or
profits. Research activities such as
doing lab work, generating data, reading, advising, teaching and writing
articles do yield results, but not necessarily
profits, unless ideas are patentable, leading to collaborations with big
business, e.g. pharmaceutical firms that can produce a profitable drug to
treat a specific illness. But getting a patent approved can take many years. So
it’s difficult for me to understand the emphasis on increasing academic
productivity. I'm not sure what this really means. Again I ask, who will define this adequately, and will it be
fair? It strikes me as rather naïve on the part of business administrators to not
even make an attempt to understand the complexities of the academic research world, and
yet this is the current situation—administrators who have no real idea of what
academics do, yet who insist that academics increase their productivity so that
the organizations for which they work can get their 'money’s worth' out of them.
Sunday, February 26, 2012
A super-duper uber work world
“One
hundred academics at the University of Sydney, Australia, have this week been
told they will lose their jobs for not publishing frequently enough. The move
is part of wider cost-cutting plans designed to pay for new buildings and
refurbishment to the university.”
This
article appeared on the Nature News Blog this past Thursday (http://blogs.nature.com/news/2012/02/university-of-sydney-sackings-trigger-academic-backlash.html) and I have to say that it was one of the wilder things I’ve read this week--as
in bizarre or very odd news. But I have a feeling this is shades of
things to come globally. The university was quite blatant about its
motives. They want to fire academics they deem to be non-productive in order to
use the money saved to refurbish the university. If it wasn’t for the fact that
this story was true, I would think it was an April Fools’ Day joke.
So we’re
back to the good old question that is being fired more and more at academics
and scientists these days. How can you be more productive? How can you rake in
money for your universities? Can you patent your ideas and your inventions? If
not, why not? How can you make your research patentable? How can the
universities get huge returns on their investments (their academics)? My
question is—how do you define productivity for a research scientist or for an
academic in general? And who gets to define productivity? Administrators? Accountants?
Other academics? Research directors and deans? What is poor productivity and
what is optimal productivity? The University of Sydney defines optimal
productivity as ‘at least four “research outputs” over the past three years’,
and informed its non-productive academics (not just scientists) that their
positions were being terminated because they hadn’t published this amount of
articles. It’s a bit daunting to hear about a university doing this. Why?
Because it is all part of the larger global trend to make everything
more productive, without defining what productive means in the first
place for each respective profession. I’m waiting for the powers-that-be to
start on children and babies next. How can schoolchildren and babies be made
productive? How can they earn money for the schools and child care centers they
attend? And what about mothering? There is no real money involved in doing it,
so isn’t this a non-productive job? But I digress.
I have to
say that I am glad that I am closer to leaving the work world behind rather
than to starting off in it. I know I have a good number of years to go before I
can take early retirement, but I won’t mind leaving behind a work world that is
focused solely on money and how to make more of it. There will never be enough
money. Man’s nature is greedy. He will always want more. Enough is never
enough. It’s boring really. I’ve written about the different management
philosophies that have taken over the business world. They’re all about
productivity, cost-effectiveness, and control of employees. The joy of working
is disappearing. I want to say it is disappearing slowly, but it’s not. For
some professions it is happening at a rapid rate. If every profession becomes
like a factory, what good will that be to society? Couldn’t society get to a
point where non-vocational learning and knowledge will be deemed useless and a
waste of time and money? Where the study of art, literature, and music for the
pure sake of learning will be considered a waste of time? Where turning out
well-rounded individuals who appreciate beautiful things for their beauty and
spiritual worth and not for their economic worth alone will be considered
treasonous? We are fast becoming a work world comprised of super-duper uber organizers,
controllers, bureaucrats, administrators, money-pushers and money-makers. These
are the only types of jobs that seem to matter. I look ahead and I see a
sterile world--an organized, cost-effective world, yes, but not necessarily a
productive one. At least not how I define productive. And that will be the
theme of a future post.
Thursday, February 23, 2012
A fascination with reflections
Just thought I'd share a few photos from the past few months with you today--Reflection photos. I am fascinated by how images and light are reflected in our surroundings, be they water, ice, smooth walls, windows, or glass generally. Some of these are from the late summer and some from the current winter. Enjoy.
The man in the puddle |
Reflections in the ice |
Double vision |
Reflections and empty shelves |
The life around us, reflected in a glass |
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
From the minds of children
The Norwegian newspaper Aftenposten ran an article about The Monster Engine in its weekend magazine of February 17th. I'm posting the link to The Monster Engine website so you can see what Dave Devries, who started it, does, as well as his amazing artwork based on the drawings of children. And not just any drawings, but drawings of what scares them. Some of them scared me! Check it out.
http://www.themonsterengine.com/
He also has a Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/TheMonsterEngine.DaveDeVries
http://www.themonsterengine.com/
He also has a Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/TheMonsterEngine.DaveDeVries
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